I Can't Take Sides.

Dear Kitten,

I have seen you twice now since you left home.
Neither time went well and I did hope that once you had calmed down after the first time you would realise how much I love you.

I guess your still mad at me and I get that I really do.
However, both you and Sonshine have put me in a hard place, by placing me between you and expecting me to choose a side.

That's not how motherhood works baby girl.
You should know me better than that by now.
Your both adults, grown people, who have been together nearly everyday of your lives.

Why can't you both just talk about it and sort it between you?

I wasn't here the day it all kicked off, you know as Sonshine does that it would never have happened had I been here.
We wouldn't find ourselves in this mess had I been here.

It's all such a silly thing to have such a dramatic fallout over.
Don't think that I don't understand that you were scared that day.
You as well as your boyfriend and Sonshine played apart in what happened, but when have you ever seen Sonshine like that, so enraged that he lost control.

Sonshine, shouldn't have lost control like that and you know in your heart that I would have had a lot to say about the whole nastiness that ensued.

I can't however change what as happened and it is impossible for me to take sides.
Mainly because I can see it from all sides.

I miss you baby girl, so very terribly.
mug xx